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salam dan hello.

owh tidak!

Masih sibuk menyiapkan minit mesyuarat ni. Sangat stress (T_T) tapi Malaysia menang tadi so dapat cuti this Friday. Maybe class saye cancel atau....masih ade macam biase. huhuhu. Esok dah start class pukul 3ptg sampai la malam. Doakan saye dpt drive selamat pulang ke rumah. Risau jugak malam2 kan. huhu insyaAllah.

Bertambah pening bila fikir pasal KSSR. Baru dapat download RPT English Year1. Alhamdulillah, lega sket. Kalo tak, macam blur tak tau nk buat ape. Lesson plan pun macam detail je nak kena tulis. wuwuwuwu memang hebat tul sistem ni. Nak taknak, saye kena belajar untuk bersabar dan cuba buat yang termampu. Harap2 cikgu lain dapat tolong gak. Masing-masing pon ade tanggungjawab kan. Semua hal nak diuruskan, campur yang peribadi lagi. Sabar sabar..huhu dah berjam-jam tak siap lagi. i have to push myself to complete this task. waaaaa take care everyone! 

p/s: i managed to buy black covered shoes for next year. haha skema teacher ni :p

let it begin yaw -part II

salam dan hello.

ahh..baru dapat update blog sebab rase penat, tak sehat dan sibuk sedikit. Now, i'm free while others are excited watching the game (now 2nd half) hoping for Malaysia to win. hehehe..

So, the registration on last Thursday went well eventhough I had to do soooo many things in different places. I was quite nervous when I reached the Faculty of Education. My first impression was - OK, this is the second home for me after this and I love it -positive thinking- huhu

I asked the person who was at the counter in the office; looking for the right place for the registration. 

"Turun bawah ikut tangge ni, ade khemah..register kat sane"

I was lucky to have my parents accompanying me. 

(walopon ada masa, pendapat bercanggah & salah faham)

I was shocked to see so many adults coming to further their studies who i believe majority of them are married. Masa tu rase macam wow, hebat jugak diorang ni. dah kawen pon masih seronok nak sambung belajar =)

My first friend is Miss Amalina (23 years old ok) she's taking Pendidikan Matematik and staying in Banting. So we talked  a lot (macam sesi perkenalan diri plak kan) hehee.. she's a nice young lady =)

Around 9.30 a.m after having our  breakfast, we went into the hall for briefing session. Meeting new lecturers (hebat2 belaka) in faculty of education. 11.00 a.m. we're separated into groups of courses for another briefing with our lecturers but it was frustrating because my group didn't have the chance to meet our lecturer. -masa tu rasa macam come on laa..xkan xde lecturer boleh ganti ke..hal penting kan) Everybody was confused with the subjects and I discussed with my new friend; Miss Mogan (who's 30 years old teaching in PD) I also met Miss Afifah (28 years old; working in UIA) kinda friendly and her English sgt superb.  ^_^ (compared to mine yg banyak la salah grammar nye ni kan~ LOL

Waiting for 1.5 hour for the lecturer was kinda boring. So I met my parents and had lunch at the cafe. Ingatkan habis awal, kesian diorang kena tunggu lama. Solat di masjid and went to Pusat Kesihatan to submit the medical report. Pulak dah, kene pegi Pusat Pengurusan Siswazah dan hantar kat sane. Saket je hati ni...huhu 

Punyalahhhhh ramai buat payment lah, serah dokumen lah, macam2. sampai aku pon pening kepale. It was raining -masa tu rase macam tido bleh tak? huhu

Managed to submit all the documents, medical report and register online -for classes. Unfortunately, my classes are on Thursdays and Fridays 

Kaedah Penyelidikan 1 ( Friday 3.00pm)

Materials for teaching English (Thursday 3.00pm)

Seminar in current approaches to TESL (Thursday 6.00pm)

Adoi~ lepas ni memang betul2 kena manage time. After school terus gerak g UKM. Harap2 dapat sampai on time. huhuhu first class starts this Thursday -wish me luck- =)

Rasa macam - boleh ke aku buat semua ni?- tapi bila fikir dalam2, ramai yang dah kahwin pon masih bersemangat nak sambung belajar, then i shouldn't think that i can't do it. right?

take care everyone!

let it begin yaw

salam dan hello.

omg, i'm still lazy to take my bath and fortunately have something for mr.blog. hahah~

wait, i should stop here. MANDI dulu. hahaha gila

dup dap dup dap

salam dan hello.

Ouh! Esok saye mendaftar sebagai pelajar Sarjana Pendidikan TESL di UKM. ^_^ 

Jam 9.00 pagi berkumpul di Fakulti Pendidikan untuk sesi taklimat dan seterusnya sesi pendaftaran di Pusat Pengurusan Siswazah.

Perasaan ade takot2 sket, happy, excited pon ade. haha

Sebab macam dah lupa life student ni camne. 

2011 is going to be hectic, which i need to struggle and manage my time wisely. InsyaAllah.

Harap-harap dapat laksanakan tugas dengan baik.

Dapat ajar Tahun 1, KSSR plak tu kan. Dah tentu kene study & improvise teaching skills. 

Semoga urusan saye dipermudahkan, insyaAllah. Doakan~ :)

awesome monday

salam dan hello~

malam tadi, sesi perbincangan dan luahan perasaan terjadi. Maka haruslah ia menjadi suatu kebaikan untuk perhubungan saya dan kamu. insyaAllah. Semoga dapat melaksanakan apa yang sepatutnya. TQ so much dear :)

setelah selesai, rase lain macam pulak tekak ni. adoi, dah datang dia menguji tahap kesihatan aku ni. hoho~ bangun pagi pon rase macam tu gak, mungkin banyak sgt makan macam2. hehehehe :P

dah berjanji nak keluar dengan mama hari ni. So siap2 (punyalah lama -lense xboleh nak dok diam kn huhu) kulit muka mengelupas sket lagi xabis2. bila nak hilang ni. sabar je lah ye. kami pergi ke Jusco Seremban 2 - dah tu je yg paling bagus untuk sesi window shopping (ke?) di Seremban ni. haha~ nak g melaka rase ok je, tp masa tak sesuai gitu. Maybe next time ye :) Banyak jugak dibeli -oleh mama saye. buleh tahan bangga jugak sebab beli barang tak sampai 60hengget. haha~ mungkin tempat tak menggoda seperti OU atau MV. lol~

ini baju murah aje haha :p

ni pon murah, ade poket lg. muehehe pkai belt :)

(lmbt betul nk upload pix ni sampai takda mood) 

p/s: register 22hb, nak g melaka buleh x dear 25hb ni? ahaks :P

dia

salam..
aku mimpi arwah Nali..mlm td..she came for real.and i was shocked that i could hold her hands. i could talk with her.. miss u dear. =(

lari

salam dan hello.

dulu aku penah tepikir nk lari dari rumah. Sbb xtahan kot. Aku suke cakap sorang2 bila aku sedih, kalau ade kakak/adik maybe leh share stories. Tapi aku sorang2 so aku ckp dgn dinding atau dgn kepale otak aku je. Membebel dan menangis. dan menangis mcm sekarang.

Berusaha untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk keluarga. Kalau nk sempurna, aku xmampu. Aku rase mcm nk mati lah sbb aku rase sgt tensen dan kecewa. Mungkin belum ckup lagi ape yg aku buat slame ni. Atau di mate mereka, semua yg nampak hanya kesalahan dan kekurangan.

Jadi aku dpt further studies in master of education kat UKM. Register 22hb Disember 2010. Aku rase sgt malas dan takde rase nak prove ape2 lagi dah. kalo aku dpt result bagus dan berjaye, lom ckup lagi. Aku tetap org yg gagal. org yg xberguna di mate mereka. mesti ade yg tak cukup. Jadi boleh x kalo xnk amek master itu? so, aku nk terus jd mcm niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aje sampai aku mati.
ape2 pn percakapan yang keluar dari mulut selalunya negatif pasal aku. wah, sedih la.

Aku menangis lepas tu dgr lagu justin bieber baby baby baby. xkena langsung.

november, be super awesome!

assalamualaikum dan hello. :)

oh, baru aje masak nasi goreng untuk sarapan. it's 8 a.m now, n stil waiting for my along n nephew, akim. I just can't wait- Kuantan, here i come. hehe ^.^

it's been great for the time being. I'm glad to have sweet memories with me. Of course, ade gak yang sedih2 and sgt pissed off sbb beberapa perkara. Sebagai contoh:

  ~ tingkah laku seorang mangkuk ayun yg macam cipan tenuk telah membuatkan aku sgt maraaaaah dan kecewa. Benci xla, tp sgt marah. Bodoh punya otak. Last2 aku kene bayar hutang kau. dah ckp elok2 tp tamau bayar gak. naseb sket je. aduhhhhh gile la manusia camni. Bile orang hutang ngan dia, dok la maki hamun..hurmmm.. nonsense. jgn dia kikis duit pempuan lepas ni dah la. aku sgt xsukeeeee =( dah tnye member sume ckp bayar je la..org mcmtu mmg xmakan saman. ade hikmah gak sumenye ni.. naseb aku tersedar sblum t'lambat. kecewa manusia mcm ni. sad sad. (T_T)

Now dah setel, Alhamdulillah walopon aku tepakse byr, tp relief sket. huhu.. happy moments with beloved ones. celebrate twins' birthday aritu.. celebrate bday ayah n mama...now waiting for mine. yeay~ (^0^) it's special for this year. InsyaAllah akan jd special oways for next next year. ameen. hehehe

Ramai gak member2 tawen. huhu..Congrats kwn2 yg kawen bln Nov ni. Rase cam besh lak kn nak tawen. hoho @_@

Okla, mau mandi siap2 dan sarapan. Love u!

.teguh.

Salam dan hello. . .

(post ni dari fesbuk, jd saja nk tampal dkt blog)

Indah cinta seperti tidak disangka ia hadir. Indah juga cinta walau ia terpisah. Sukar untuk berdiri dengan teguh. Hati tetaplah dengan jiwa dan akalmu. Apa yang diputuskan olehNya pasti membawa suatu rahmat. Walau sudah berjuta kali terjatuh namun Dia tetap ada menunggu doamu. Sentiasa menunggu.

Wahai akal, pohon aku supaya engkau sentiasa memimpinku. Wahai hati, jangan diubah lagi pendirian ini. Wahai jiwa, ambillah masa berdamai supaya ruang ini dipenuhi dengan ketenangan. Tiada gusar, kerana pasti bahagia bersamamu.

Kadang jiwa meronta. Kadang akal keliru. Kadang hati sayu.

Ini belum noktahnya.

11th May 2010/Tuesday

l i f e

Salam dan hello...

Oh my..it's been so long to be here..delivering thoughts in words. somehow i forgot to update my blog. i miss this so much..should spend time for this one next time.

it's Ramadhan again for this year. Alhamdulillah..so many bittersweet memories for 2010. i really wish it could stay the same. But it changed. Now i'm safe here; home sweet home. After struggling with emotions, Alhamdulillah it's a bless.

I miss Kemabong family. I miss the moments with them; friends and kids. Hope you guys are doing well..and all the best to Year 6 kids for their upcoming exam. My doa will always with you. Now, SK Dato' Shah Bandar Abu Bakar is the new home for me. A very warm welcome from the family but there are always challenges and obstacles. Tired of screaming in the class and repeating the same thing again and again..just to make it as a habit. Sangat le susah. huhuhu

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Alfatihah to my dearest friend Nali Natalia binti Zakaria. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah swt. 

terlalu banyak kenangan..terlalu banyak benda yang berlaku. unexpected. rasa mcam susah nk percaya. KetentuanNya....

.mengelirukan.

salam.

sudah lama tidak meng update. terlalu panas cuaca di sabah ni..ramai yg xsehat. harap semua cepat sembuh. insyaAllah.

skejap dh nk masuk bln Mac. unbelievable, mcm xpercaya skejap je masa berlalu. kdg2 rase terlalu pantas, ada jugak rase xnk masa berlalu. semua ada..dan masalah tetap ada.

emosi sentiasa mempengaruhi minda. nape ye xboleh nk berfikir secare rasional. ade je yg xpuas ati...dan at last, aku rase mmg aku terlalu buruk. belum matang. walaupon seorang pendidik tp masih seorang manusia biasa. 

memang mudah untuk memahami tetapi sukar untuk menerimanya. kita faham, tp bolehkah kita terima seadanya. kalau bg excuse mmg manusia ni xsempurna..jd setiap kali buat salah, kte just admit mmg manusia begitu. hmmm..

sukar untuk mengubah diri dan minda. sukar untuk menjadi yang terbaik. mudah untuk menyakitkan hati orang lain. mudah untuk meminta maaf dan mengulanginya semula.


ya Allah, jadikanlah aku manusia yang lebih baik. Bimbinglah aku.
 

.Selasa.

salam and hello.

apa khabar semua? 

hari selasa ada 3 kelas (6B, 5A dan 4B). Keadaan hari ni tak seberapa penat mcm Isnin dan Khamis sbb jadual padat. Alhamdulillah, semua bagus saja. 

Tapi sejak semalam, ada satu yg merunsingkan aku. 

Sakit Dada.

persoalan yg timbul ialah adakah ini tanda2 darah tinggi ataupun sakit jantung dan sewaktu dengannya?

call Mama, tp xdapat.

kebetulan pergi ke kantin, ada Kak Jenny dan Kak Fiza lalu terus mengadu pada mereka.

kemungkinan:

-saya tertekan

-saya membongkokkan badan saya semasa duduk

-terlalu banyak kerja

-kurang berehat

hurm..mungkin perlu ada masa berehat yg betul2 berehat. Bak kata Kak Jenny, selalu rendam kaki dengan air panas

atau petua Kak Fiza: urut kaki sebelum tidur

kesimpulannya: perlu ada masa untuk diri sendiri tanpa alasan (malas/tiada masa)

insyaAllah, saya cuba mlm ni. ^_^

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p/s: akan diceritakan lagi, 30 min siap ke Pekan Keningau.

not so good..

salam and hello.

I am totally upset and frustrated with the situation i'm facing right now. Please go away negative feelings! I'm trying so damn hard and I wont stop just because of tiny things.

Who says it's not difficult to educate human? some people think that being a teacher is easy.. you have more time for yourself and family, less burden with high salary. For me, that's not acceptable. I'm almost giving up eventhough i'm new. i wonder how the senior teachers have the patience to keep moving on....God please give us strength to guide our pupils.

i feel uneasy with the fact that my pupils are growing up and their behaviours are changing. Perhaps it's a normal thing happens to every child. But i cant accept that they've crossed the line and make me feel like i'm doing nothing in the class. Maybe i shouldn't feel that way and I know ppl will say, "Biasalah tu..mula2 mengajar mmg mcmtu. Lama2 nanti dah biasa, ok la."

if let it be 'biasa', i'm ok with that. but i dont wanna get bored because I know it's a big thing. You just cant let it go and pretend that you've nothing to do with it. I dont wanna be like that. I really wish that i could simplify this problem and dont make it as a big issue.

Am i a boring teacher? Or they just dont like me teaching them? do i use the right approach to educate them? Or i'm just 'main hentam' saja?

.:new:.

salam and hello.


happy new year everyone. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we still have a chance to live the life God has given us and I'm praying for a better life this year. Things are getting better right now though i'm living here all alone. Thank you mama n ayah for everything you've done for me. thank you for your support and care. <3 you!

having Lilo n new home (it's actually rented :p) are one of the greatest things happen to me this year. yeah it was quite difficult to make your own decision, to live alone which there r many things that need to be considered.gotta pay soooo many things with your own money n it's damn scary~ huhuhu 


Welcome back to school for all Kemabong family..n a warm welcome to new teachers..=) it's going to be tough this year. Everyone is hoping for a better result especially English subject. cayokkkk~ ^_^ 


how bout u guys? all the best in everything u do. =)