.Selasa.

salam and hello.

apa khabar semua? 

hari selasa ada 3 kelas (6B, 5A dan 4B). Keadaan hari ni tak seberapa penat mcm Isnin dan Khamis sbb jadual padat. Alhamdulillah, semua bagus saja. 

Tapi sejak semalam, ada satu yg merunsingkan aku. 

Sakit Dada.

persoalan yg timbul ialah adakah ini tanda2 darah tinggi ataupun sakit jantung dan sewaktu dengannya?

call Mama, tp xdapat.

kebetulan pergi ke kantin, ada Kak Jenny dan Kak Fiza lalu terus mengadu pada mereka.

kemungkinan:

-saya tertekan

-saya membongkokkan badan saya semasa duduk

-terlalu banyak kerja

-kurang berehat

hurm..mungkin perlu ada masa berehat yg betul2 berehat. Bak kata Kak Jenny, selalu rendam kaki dengan air panas

atau petua Kak Fiza: urut kaki sebelum tidur

kesimpulannya: perlu ada masa untuk diri sendiri tanpa alasan (malas/tiada masa)

insyaAllah, saya cuba mlm ni. ^_^

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p/s: akan diceritakan lagi, 30 min siap ke Pekan Keningau.

not so good..

salam and hello.

I am totally upset and frustrated with the situation i'm facing right now. Please go away negative feelings! I'm trying so damn hard and I wont stop just because of tiny things.

Who says it's not difficult to educate human? some people think that being a teacher is easy.. you have more time for yourself and family, less burden with high salary. For me, that's not acceptable. I'm almost giving up eventhough i'm new. i wonder how the senior teachers have the patience to keep moving on....God please give us strength to guide our pupils.

i feel uneasy with the fact that my pupils are growing up and their behaviours are changing. Perhaps it's a normal thing happens to every child. But i cant accept that they've crossed the line and make me feel like i'm doing nothing in the class. Maybe i shouldn't feel that way and I know ppl will say, "Biasalah tu..mula2 mengajar mmg mcmtu. Lama2 nanti dah biasa, ok la."

if let it be 'biasa', i'm ok with that. but i dont wanna get bored because I know it's a big thing. You just cant let it go and pretend that you've nothing to do with it. I dont wanna be like that. I really wish that i could simplify this problem and dont make it as a big issue.

Am i a boring teacher? Or they just dont like me teaching them? do i use the right approach to educate them? Or i'm just 'main hentam' saja?

.:new:.

salam and hello.


happy new year everyone. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we still have a chance to live the life God has given us and I'm praying for a better life this year. Things are getting better right now though i'm living here all alone. Thank you mama n ayah for everything you've done for me. thank you for your support and care. <3 you!

having Lilo n new home (it's actually rented :p) are one of the greatest things happen to me this year. yeah it was quite difficult to make your own decision, to live alone which there r many things that need to be considered.gotta pay soooo many things with your own money n it's damn scary~ huhuhu 


Welcome back to school for all Kemabong family..n a warm welcome to new teachers..=) it's going to be tough this year. Everyone is hoping for a better result especially English subject. cayokkkk~ ^_^ 


how bout u guys? all the best in everything u do. =)